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Quite unknowingly, he had observed the shivaratri
fast that day. Now, seeking food, he spied a small water-hole, and he
climbed a nearby tree on its edge, awaiting some animal that would come
there to slake its thirst. To help him see in the night, he plucked off
some of the boughs and leaves of that tree. He didn’t realize that this
was a bilva tree, the most sacred tree dear to Lord Shiva, and the
leaves that he let fall, fell on a shivalingam that had been
installed at the base of this tree. Of course, he never realized the great
blessing that had been bestowed on him by the Lord, to have the chance to
visit a Shiva temple on mahashivaratri, to be able to fast and be
immersed in the holy vibrations of worship of the great Lord all day,
and now, to place bilva leaves on a shivalingam. When the first quarter of the holy night was drawing to a
close, a fat deer came slowly to the water-hole. The huntsman set his aim,
but he was surprised when the deer spoke to him. His heart had softened
much during this day, so he listened patiently without anger. “O
merciful man, I am about to deliver my calf. Already I can feel the labor
pains. Allow me to go back to my herd and give birth there and entrust my
little baby to some sister’s care. Then I will come back to this very
place and you can kill me and feed your fill.” But, how could the huntsman believe her words? She was
obviously trying to escape his arrow. So he asked her “How can I trust
you and let you go? Whoever will come back willingly to be killed after
once having escaped death?” Then the deer said, “Listen. I shall take
an oath, for there is nothing greater than the sworn word. If I do not
return as promised may I suffer hell like the youth who ill-treats his
parents, or the student who wont listen to his teachers and who sleeps in
class, or the thief who robs others. May I suffer the agony into which
these fall who give pain to others, if I do not come to be killed by you
when dawn breaks.” The huntsman allowed her to go unharmed. He heard the
distant sounds of conches blown in the Shiva temple and he felt a
wonderful warmth within himself that seemed to completely dispel his
hunger. Still he kept a careful vigil lest another deer comes and goes
unnoticed, and he continued to pluck leaves to make a clear view for
himself, and the leaves continued to rain down and fall on the shivalingam
below. Towards the end of the second quarter of the night,
another deer came down to the water and the huntsman strung his bow. This
deer also spoke to him, very sweetly, “Listen, huntsman. You must have
already killed my dear sister who is pregnant and who usually comes to
drink at this place. She started before me. Tell me the truth, has she met
death at your hands?” The huntsman replied that he had allowed her to go
after she promised under strict oath that she would return later to be
killed by him. I am suffering from great hunger and I cannot dally any
longer. Get ready to meet your end.” But the deer implored, “Please, let me return to the
herd and look after my little ones and put them in good care.” Just
then, a little baby doe came skipping out of the jungle and started
suckling on this mother-deer. “Is it moral to kill a mother with a
suckling child? Stay. I shall give this kid to be nursed by some sister
and I will have them look after the other young ones also, and then I
shall come back at dawn.” “Declare it on oath,” said the man whose
heart melted at her plight. “May I suffer the calamities that visit a
wife when she cheats her husband, or a servant when he cheats his master,
or a child when he cheats his parents, or a hypocrite when he cheats the
Lord.” He let her go and nuzzling her baby, she left. Soon the third quarter of the sacred night drew towards
its end. He continued to spend it in vigil, fasting, listening to the
temple bells and dropping bilva leaves. He was being transmuted
internally by his unsuspecting sadhana and by the declarations
and oaths of the deers. Suddenly a big male deer with magnificent
antlers came into view in the starry sky. When he aimed his deadly arrow,
this deer also spoke up. It said, ”Stay! You have killed my two consorts
and yet you need me?” The huntsman said, “No, I let them go; they come
at dawn, if what they swore is true.” |
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